Sakit Palak a.k.a HEADACHE

Long awaited post? or prolly the short return of a prodigal son.. lol.. wat8va.. sighs~~

Why is life full of decisions.. Will it be better if you live like the Sims and some1 else is controlling how u move.. Or wat if there is an undo button somewhere or a trial button.. life is well... REAL.. every step you make changes your future like the butterfly effect.. seconds ticks away of no return, and then suddenly every decision feels like tons of weight upon ur shoulder.. I hate life, but I like it too for all the fun times with u guys and my gf too.. damn I'm contradicting myself.

I wish I have search harder for a job in the UK. At least now I'd still be with my girlfriend in Leeds and we wont have to quarrel over webcam once a week and miss each other the other days.. DOes long distance relationship work? She wants to stay in the UK to earn more money, I want to stay in Malaysia to build my career. Long relationship couples stayed together because of old memories of good times, or holding on for love, or mayb just mayb because no party want to be the bad guy to end it. its a gruesome experience, and the naive me thought that love heals all.. ok, a lot of you would say that's SO NOT ME.. or is it? Shit! I'm schizophrenic.

I need some help weighing some pros and cons..
1a. Go to the UK for a holiday, spend all cash, zero on savings (mayb hav to quit my job)
1b. Dont go for the holiday, probability of ending the relationship..
2a. Go to UK for a short course of ACCA, need to spend either her money or my mom's money
2b. Don't go for the course, prolly end of relationship..
3a. choosing either option 1 or 2 to avoid the bad ending = slower career development.
3b. mommy and daddy are over 55 and still working to support my sister and the family, really wish I can help earn for the family so they can retire = Don't choose option 1 or 2..

Actually, we've come to terms on option 1 by the end of the year and consequently option 2 by the 3rd quarter of next year.. How would you guys comment.. or mayb not..

I'm just blaberring.. sorry... this post will be deleted soon.

If I had a magic lamp, I'll wish I'm hell rich so I dont need to work and I can be anywhere I want. but that's everyone's wish.. why are we born to have headaches.. ARGHH!~~~...

Tomorrow will be better (if you start avoiding your problems, that can be true.. but facing it needs a decision.., hence, tomorrow is still a headache).. not a good ending to my post.. lets finish with 2 photos of 2 recent fren's bday, so everyone can have a good laugh or mayb an awkward moment..

Titty cake


cocky cake..

that's a bombshell ending.. tada~~ nitey

Ed's update

Well, I have not updated this blog for a long time and I think it is time to update a bit. So far life in Kch has been ok. Lately, there are a lot of events going down here in Kch. Kch Fest has started and it is time to pig out.

My exam results are out on 22nd July, I was happy with my results as it was far better than I thought. I manage to score all credits this time. A relief to me. I am going to keep on the hardwork, especially for this coming semester, as I would be taking up 4 subjects which are all accounting papers. Last month, I was in KL for 9 days, sorry guys for not meeting with you all. I had some reasons behind. But when you are back her let me buy you guys dinner or something. =) Hope to see you guys back here soon.

Recently, I had a liking for gardening too, I manage to get myself a small vege plot at the backyard. Planting a few types of vege. Hahaha... hope it will be a success...

How about you guys? How are guys doing over in KL? take care.

Miss you guys.
xoxo
Edwin

Marathon Completed

Finally completed the Standard Chartered's Fun Run of 5KM...(Except for Rocky who did his 10km in 1 hour 13 minutes :D)

Sylvia, Rocky & Estee @ Dataran Merdeka, KL

Next coming up would be Siemen's Run...or McD Run ;)

Hey guys...how have you all been?? No updates except from Koh Ping? :(

just drop by..

i'm rarely free but yeah... today i'm quite free somehow... so i decided to drop by to 'ink' down a few words before i get no time to do it :P

well, for the pass few weeks, i was extremely caught up with work. my current client is a bank, so yeah, bank job is always critical. i havent gone out ever since then (minus karaoke before work last sunday) And my roommate must have forgotten how i look. I havent seen her for two weeks, or more since i've been working late and Francis escort me home every night.

He has been a real great guy at time like this. Everyday, after work, he comes and pick me, erm, well, take me to the train station. And he makes delicious pasta for dinner!!! Owh... until Edith is so sick of having pasta.

I truly appreciate what he does for me, at the same time, i felt a guilt in me. I could have done all these for him, but i didn't.

My Job has make me reliase how much i've missed in life. sometimes, it really makes me wonder, is it worth the fight? What is my job to me? i do love my job, but i love to have a peaceful life with francis even more. I havent got time for my friend, i wonder if i still have them, nor time for myself to reflect on myself.

Gosh.. the more i write, the more depressing it get. Ah.. rather, i'll wait for others to post then i'll write again. till then, cya!

i've joined Gym ><

Friends have been telling me to join Gym with them.
I said Gym is not my thing...i rather play badminton or go jogging outside.
So...rejection...rejection...and rejection.

Then, dad was down to KL for few days during the weekend and he said that i should join gym as i am lacking of exercise now with my current lifestyle.

Just the following day after church service, i went to register at True Fitness at Jaya 33, PJ. I paid for a 2+1 package... :X For a first timer...i'm getting a 3 years package...it's really kinda silly. I just really hope i can stay discipline to go gym at least twice a week. T.T

Outside view of True Fitness at Jaya 33, Petaling Jaya


I saw the swimming pool...its sooooo nice :D <3 <3
Swim swim...swim swim...like a fishhh...
I want Desmond to teach me swim :(

Well...it's a good start to train up for my 2nd marathon in my life...which is gonna be on the 28th June 2009...but this is just 5km :P Estee said she wanna walk...so i'm gonna walk with her. ^^

And...I've finally changed my admin/accounts job to part time (will quit soon though). Means that i have more time to focus on my music.

Life seems good to me now....except that i still need to be financially dependent to my dad now. *SIGH* Envy those who can survive on their own without parents' support. ^^

BTW, Ed cuzzz...are you still coming down to KL next month?? I miss you~~~~

AND KP...finally we get to meet up again... for movie this end of month. HAHA! I should plan for this kinda outing once a while so that we can meet face to face, not only through the PC :P