KP - Picking-up in March :)

well.. as you all know...
I've move to stay in a dorm earlier this month with my high school mate, Joyce
The place is a little run down but it sure is cozy

i got a little better in adapting my life here than 6 months ago
there has been so much in March..

i had my little trip to Jakarta and caught some live Jazz performance.
It was truly amazing. i had to say it was my first time traveling for such an event.
i guess there are more to come *wink wink*

well... bout my work... the project which i had felt strongly about it, has finally come to end...
what left was fond memories of 7 and half months spent with the 'family'
some bitter sweet ones... oh yeah... so gonna talk about it when i get back later...
*things are better left verbal at times*

i'm so looking forward for April to come.
i'll be coming home for the first weekend, and the second weekend, i'm heading to Cameron.
i hope to visit sylvia from time to time.
even when i'm so near, i havent spare my time for her and i really feel bad for myself.
To Syl, catch up with u soon...
and guys back in Kch, let's have makan-makan session when i'm back...
tata for now~~~

Moving on...

Hi guys...how have you all been lately?? Missing you all loads and heaps over here.

Life over here in KL has been up and down. Had a huge disappointment over someone recently...after finding out the truth behind all the lies and everything. However, I've forgiven and trying my best to move on. It's hard cause there were hopes and faith planted...and it reminds me of the song by Jay Chou again..."shuo hao de xin fu ne". Just wondering if there's anymore friendship between us after this happened or not. It's sad to suddenly lose a friend. Sometimes i wish the situation was different and it didn't have to end like this.

Anyway, almost found a permanent place to stay for myself and Girl girl!! :P :P Thanks to my friends around me here...they're so supportive and helpful when I'm having problems and feeling down. Again...feel blessed.

Some updated photos for you guys...


With my darling estee...

and with my bodo friends...

We attended the Japanese Karaoke Competition held by Estee and Rocky's school at Federal Hotel. It was interesting...and can hear many nice Japanese songss~~

Girl girl..with her poodle leg... :P


Sharing my beer with you all...with LOVE.


Take care guys....

KP's 'Blonde' story

this is 'blonde' enough to tell...
but i've use my card for the first time...
it was 4am and i was driving back home from work (yes, you've got it right, 4am)
i have RM20 in my pocket and a card that i never use...
and i notice my tank is almost empty...
...decision decisions:

• pump petrol with cash and come back again for another refuel
• use my card and be on debt
• go to ATM get some cash, but it's 4am...

And so, i go with the second option...
Filling up my petrol full tank, grab the receipt and speed off the place..
urrgghh... and now, i'm officially entered the life on debt :(

to tell you the truth, it's pretty eerie to pump petrol 4am
the station is so quiet that i believe i could hear a pin drop
whenever a car come in, you'll start to feel so insecure
geee... probably that was just me
any way..
that's all for the 'blonde' story for you :P

ciao~

2 1/2 days BACK in Kuching

I was baaccckk to Kuching for 2 1/2 days from Sunday to Tuesday night. It really feels so good to be back. My tears were in my eyes when I landed Kuching International Airport. Tried so hard to control it. I miss everything in Kuching.......badly....even more after all the stress and insecure feeling I was facing in the past month.

Daddy fetch me from the airport...and asked me have I eaten my lunch or not. I said nope...but I don't have the appetite to eat...so I rather wait for dinner instead. Daddy said at least get some drink outside first before heading back home. I started crying after ordering my drink...and dad asked if I wasn't feel well. I shook my head...and told him I'm very stress. Dad also cried a little when he saw me crying. Sigh...sometimes I wish I was stronger....and less emotional.

Okay...enough of the crying part. xD I know i'm weak and i'm not afraid to show my weakness la. Sigh...

So far...dad brought me to eat my favorite local dish MIDIN....and Tomato Kueh Tiaw since I'm back. Oh yea...my music exam went fine that Monday morning. I'm sure it's a pass for me...hee..

The last night back in Kuching, I got to meet up with Ed and Jas....finally!! Jason appeared after MIA for so long. He claims that he's very busy with his new project....well, in my mind, actually i was thinking...at night cannot online meh? :P

Anyway, Jason fetch me up and we tapaoed kolo mee and kueh chap at 3rd mile market and go to Ed's house to eat (Tat's becoz Ed can't go out...sad sad for him ). Ah Ting's kolo mee stall is always my favorite stall. My ex bf used to bring me there to eat his kolo mee and he also operates a stall at Swinburne Uni and his "pak loh" duck kolo mee and curry kolo mee was my FAVORITE!!!

Photo time....

2 packets of kolo mee (with 'ang') and 2 packets of kueh chap...slurppp~


And Just uz...

I miss you guys.....missing the times we spent together.
You both made me feel like i don't wanna go back to KL...
It's been a while since I laughed so happily...
and yeahh...i agree "Edwin and Jason...ONLY AVAILABLE IN KUCHING"
Lolx

HOW SADDDD!!! I'm looking forward to go back again!

Ed's Update

I have already left the company for a week or so now. I started my classes last Monday. Everything is going well and seems smooth and okay. I need to put in more efforts into my studies.

the past....

For the past few months and year my life was like a roller coaster...ups and downs... things and choices that I have made in the past made me regret somehow. But all that is in the past now.... and a new chapter of my life begins.... I need to study hard get my degree and realise my purpose of life now.

CES family

All of my friends have move on... it is time for me to move on too. I miss Sylvia and Jadey a lot. I have not contacted Jason and well Kelly for ages now. I miss Florence... I miss Lone.... I miss Francis... Miss KP's laughter... Sighs... I wish they are right here beside me....

I have been giving some things quite a lot of thinking... I felt that forgiving someone is not going to be easy... but I am willing to forget the pass and forgive them... be it how they have treated me, I guess everyone deserves forgiveness...

Well that would be all I guess... toodles... =)